I hate leaving my home province, but I love exploring new rivers. For me, some days the need to explore outweighs the desire for familiarity. The opposite is also true, and the day I left for Wyoming I simply felt conflicted—you know what they say about leaving trout to find trout.
As the plane climbed out of Denver, I stared out the window at pillars of cumulonimbus clouds discharging lightning onto the Rockies below. Exhausted from the nine hours of travel, I couldn’t help but peer with childlike fascination at the geography and the weather below as the pilots maneuvered between the thunderheads.
Nine hours of boarding and deplaning didn’t help me overcome the pull back toward the familiar. You’ll still be casting flies in the Columbia River Drainage I told myself. You’ve done that your entire life. The Columbia River Drainage is enormous and draws water primarily from tributaries in British Columbia, Washington State, Idaho, Montana, and Wyoming. Still, my nine hours of travel had more to do with scheduling issues and less to do with distance. I’m almost certain I could have driven to Jackson from my hometown in the same amount of time it took me to fly with all the layovers and delays.
Perspective, I remind myself, that’s why I do this. Moving beyond the familiar enables me to learn more by broadening my perspective. For example, whenever I struggle to move beyond conflicting thoughts, I play a little game of mental gymnastics, and it goes something like this. I tell myself that a BWO is both small and big. A BWO is small compared to an October Caddis which is small compared to a Golden Stone. But a BWO is large compared to a midge or a Trico, and a Golden Stone is small compared to the spider that crawled out from my woodpile the other day. The same is true when I move between the familiar and the unknown. If I constantly fly-fish familiar streams, I eventually arrive at a place where I feel advanced in my skillset. Over time, I figure out the puzzle. When I travel to new places and fish new rivers, I’m faced with a new set of variables so I’m forced to return to the role of learner and observer. Flying into Jackson at night with the dark and jagged Grand Tetons outlined against the moonlit sky, made me nearly forget about the travel day. Excitement started to seep in as I began to think about the days ahead. I’m about to land in one of the world’s most beautiful trout-fishing classrooms to learn from some of fly-fishing’s best professors.

